They call it ‘walking in faith’ to place one foot out, not knowing exactly where or when it will land; but there by the grace of God appears a stepping stone. That is how it has been these past few days and will continue to be for a while at least. And so I continue to step, and with each step, I drop my foot down with faith that their will be a place to put it.
Some amazing things have been happening to me: I have been meeting some pretty incredible people (I’ve also been reintroduced to some great friends and am getting to know my neighbors); I might have a ‘gig’ that will actually pay me to perform at a local place and I just might have a date with someone who seems to be pretty wonderful (well the conversation was anyway). All in all not so bad.
I will admit, there are those times of doubt. Questions like: What about the rent? The utilities? The bills? What am I doing, am I nuts? (well… yes… story for another time). But then I remind myself why I’m on this quest; to heal. I’ve been through quite an ordeal for quite some time. And, so, it will take me some time to get back.
I don’t have to make any decisions today. All in good time. So, I continue to breathe, and take this journey one step at a time. Walking in the faith that with each step a stone will appear.